I can’t begin to respond to this correctly. You taught me how to accept that which I can not change and to do better with that which I can still control. You are a beautiful human being that has given color to my otherwise black and white days.
I wish I could say that I want this to continue in all of its funny uncertainty, but sadly I know that isn’t so. I’m scared, and fear grips me from doing anything right now. My demons are my own and I can not ask you to help me with them, nor would I ever allow you to do so. I need to walk away from something beautiful, and sadly, it feels right to do so.
This is why I asked you to be my friend first. This is why I made sure you were someone I could have for more, for something beyond the current moments of bliss.
I didn’t know how to do this before and your patience and sanity with me was a catalyst in the new and improved Michael what writes this today.
You are someone who is beautiful and special to me, but also someone that I must reestablish boundaries with-boundaries not built to keep you out, but rather to keep us both safe for the long haul.
I hope this makes sense. If you ever need to better understand it, look to your right, I’ll be there, and I will show you a friendship that was bred upon this respect and understanding.


